I never give anyone hope yet you're just self-creating hope to you from me.
You're the fourth person which able to make me willing to story about myself to you.
If what you think that's really bad or worst, think again. Is that every girl you meet has to be liked as the prior purpose? Then what's the meaning of best friend? Soul-mate?
I always wish to have a brother no matter younger or elder.
I will bully my elder brother as possible as I can.
I will treat my younger brother as well as I can.
Fight with him, argue for something and end up with annoying words.
We can make people jealous even though we are not each other's life partner.
We can take care of each other, study together, work out together, hide secret from parents together, do silly stuffs together.
It's just another part of my little story.
Don't take it too serious. I doesn't want anything.
And I'm not forcing.
I'm just expressing.
I love my brother equivalent to how much you love your sister.