Thursday, 12 February 2015

Since when..


Since when, I started to 'window' shopping like a typical women.
Since when, I started scroll on facebook once I sit in front of lappie.

Since when, I started not washing my hair everyday.
Since when, I love to travel but always thinking of my fluffy bed.
Since when, I can think of so much stuffs and just leave them aside.
Since when, I started to feel my lung during every night.
Since when, I can't remember your face even your back.
Since when, I feel we're not at the same channel any more
Since when, I loves home yet not family members.
Since when, I started to become so selfish.
Since when, I was impressed by you.
Since when, I know you're the one but not the right one.
Since when, I lost my way, my dream.
Since when, I have no idea the purpose of why am I doing current stuffs.
Since when, I can't feel any satisfaction in my life.
Since when, I think so much but sometimes not.

Since when...











I lost myself.
Totally lost.

Wednesday, 11 February 2015

解释反之其意思

我真的真的真的真的不知道该说什么.
累了. 不是因为我们的关系.
不要问, 因为连我自己都不知道.
所以每一次的问题会把我弄得越来越反感就是如此.
我是真的不知道.
Joan 说的‘不知道’完全不知处于偏向贬义或是不赞同的方向!
是真的完全没有头绪没有抉择朝上的方向! 

我不知道现在我处于什么期.
纯粹不想沟通. 不想说话. 不想恋爱. 不想交谈.
也许上个礼拜还处于日连当中.
Joan 就是这样. 比万花筒还百变不各式化学物品混合后更难预知!

欲得我心者,先服我德!
欲我服之,越我制其!

没有人不适合我.
只有我不适合人.