Friday, 19 February 2010

no tittle...just write about my feeling for this passage~

there is many things happened in a short month or either is a day...
stay with him...make him angry...having fun with him...just share everythings with him...
happy when stay with him...but sometimes will angry when beside him because of his naughty...but i like that...he is such a good guy...

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

2010 Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day...

Now...Fine...nothing specially in this New Year at all...just let me feel boring and boring...Valentine's day?Dont ask...pls~I'm coming to cry and die...the 1st day of Chinese New Year is the same day with valentine's day...SAD!!...but...fine...it have past...nothing can do when holiday...it will just let me think about work and work...maybe the money is important for me now...why? because of someone...i hope can buy anythings he wanted or he like...but...his feeling is more important for me...i'm serious...
while...now i'm having MC with my cousin...happy~i hope i can share my feelings with him...i just want you to know about me feelings and what am i thinking...

Friday, 12 February 2010

Finally~(for someone that was just a past always in my heart...)

Finally...today 11:19 pm...he find me on msn...we both have no chat with each other been a long time ago~just can say...i'm not sure about my feeling now...am i scare? embarrassed? or still mind with the past with him? i really dont know...since he told me that he still have visited my blog sometimes...i feel comfort...but...i cant do anythings now...now we just a friend...but we most look like a stranger...if i know that we both will become today like this situation...i would like to dont know who are you since before until now...i dont no why...is that my fault or your wrong? till now we both still cant have a very certain reason for ourselves...i just wanna know is that my fault or had i done anything wrong with you? i just wanna know a certainly and perfect answer...
But...our things was just a past tenses now...i'm happy that we can chat on msn so long about 54minutes...we really have no chat with both so long~ but i really hope that we can face to face talk and chat with each other some day...you are such a good guy...dont always thought you're not good or what...you really are such a good guy...
And...you're form 6 now...i heard that you're quit busy for exam now...add oil for everythings you do...always takecare of yourself...and... (for someone that once was the person who very important for me... )

Saturday, 6 February 2010

my school life~

my messy table~(not now...)
i've changed my places~


my class~



i love my class...4A He...maybe that just a moment?haha...i'm not sure about that...but...hope we all can mix in toghether very much...

tired for this period...schoolworkss...homeworkss...society's workss~and next week de exam...all coming soon~this year de new year...dont know how to get along with my parents...valentine's day is the same day with the 1st day of new year...haiz...damn...cant celebrate with him...what can i do for him? nothing...how defeat am i...

plaining somethings...thinking somethings...thatz too many things to let me plain...think and do...i'm tired...but i cant tell him... i dont want him to worry about me...i've promised that i'll do everythings well...had i ? i'm disappointed with myself...i've try my best...but why...i just cant understand...

just wanna get closer and closer with you...