jealous~><~

today off...so~i've slept until 1.30pm...open my laptop...i think nothing can do also...same like before...look for friend's blog...haha...suddenly i saw a nice picture in ankern(my si heng de blog~)...that is our sifu~haha...that was funny~si heng say he miss sifu leh~haha...i miss him also~but i'm more better then si heng~muahaha...cause i still can contact sifu and work with him together~muahaha~si heng~dont be jealous~muahaha~sifu really teach us many things~while~sometime sifu look like not serious~but thatz good...if you make him angry~huh~you may sleep in the hospital ad~seriously~hehe~we love him so much~(i think si heng may think like that also gua~)haha...but hor...i've discover something~si heng and sifu got many places look like very same lol~really~(i know then ok la~)haha...while~i love my friends...badminton team...track and field...si heng...sifu...my family...my work partners...and more...i really love you all very much~

while...later 4pm got a tuition...i'm happy for somethings...that just sifu know my feeling...maybe...

1st time??

哈哈...最近傻了...应该说...在学习英语吧...哈哈...连续几篇的部落格都是英文的...有什么不对的地方...请多多指点~嘻嘻...今天一早就跟老妈去店了...大约久点左右...miss call jor ian...不算是miss call拉...就打给他...(是他自己说如果他睡不醒就打电话知道他醒来为止的~本人并没有打扰他人的睡眠时间~muahaha~注明*ian is我的小学的死党~)接近十点左右...由于在等待'此人'...所以打算先睡个小觉~十分钟后...ian既然打了电话给我==什么嘛~人家在搞搞猪耶~没办法...只好起床到外面去找他...after that...我们搭德士到1u...不是讲笑~taxi费我给到怕了...但没办法...第一次跟他出来搭车...不好意思第一次就要人家付钱...hello!!you know how much it is?! you want to know i also dont wanna tell you >< (无聊==别理我~我傻了~)after that...由于离我工作时间还有点远...所以咱们就到处走走下~哈哈...not bad...第一次跟他'走街'呢...虽然不算是很正式的走街拉...算是...打发时间等做工时间到而已...他呢就顺便等他的朋友~时间也差不多了...该是时候工作了...但不久之后~ian竟然带他的friendzzz come to my餐厅吃~oh my god~你知道哪有多恐怖吗?你当然不知道==原来serve自己人不是那么容易的~哈哈...but还好他们坐的table不是我serve的area~but hor~serve不到自己的朋友...那感觉又怪怪的...哈哈哈...不知道~很矛盾下下的~but i got take their bill~let you guess how much they have eat~haha~go ask them la==stupid~(我傻了~dont bother me~hahaha~)then~~~after they have go~then i continue my work lolx~啊不拦捏??哈哈...白痴~我真的傻了~
and today...i have meet some friends at 1u also...ankern(my see heng~)...pei shan...wei yi and her sis...hope can meet more and more~

今天的重点是...我第一次跟ian'走街'...说起来还真的蛮可笑的...小学朋友那么多年了...却没有跟过他或是一班小学的死党出来走过街...希望还会有下次^^

放下...看开...开朗...

因为些事情...爸妈都忙坏了身子...老爸发高烧...这已经是几天前的事情了...可我一点察觉都没有...老妈因为三舅的事情也快累坏身子了...但我却一直让他们感到烦闷...真的很对不起...

下午去了学校一趟...回去办订书的事情...学校...快要有点改变了...拭目以待吧...

回到家...（由于电脑一直都是开着的...）无聊没事...上下网...打开部落格...
大家的假期几乎都过得很棒...有的却贫乏无趣...我也不知道自己的假期生活算是什么...之后...回顾了下之前写过的部落格...尤其是四月份的...突然觉得...当时我真的很天真...回顾当时的自己...反而觉得现在的自己很成熟...这很难说...长大了...思想观念看法都会不一样...都会变...现在的我...是否看得开...自己也不知道...我曾经跟朋友说过...遇到了自己喜欢的...千万不要放弃...爱过总比没爱过来的好...不管未来的结局会是怎么样...至少不会让自己留下遗憾...

我也有自己想注意...想保护...想关心的人...即使是一厢情愿...我也愿意承担一切不管是会伤害到还是让我感到开心的后果...

its that good or not...?

after today...i've work for one week already...happy?? maybe??haha...now i just dont know how to take order only TT...haiz...while...captain will teach me de~hehe~few days before i've took my supper as pizza hut~thatz no need money de oo~just same as free...while~thatz free one==...cause before i done a project (NIE Project)...so i got a free pizza voucher...





but...i finished the pizza myself for eleven minutes only== thatz real~i'm not cheating== am i crazy ?? maybe~ but i was too hungry that time~


the next day~i have my lunch with this~






thatz too expensive for me~just this set of order~it cost RM 23.??...TT
and today...i have my lunch for this~chicken khatsu~



haha...my 'friend' do a special salad for me~but thatz cheaper then i ate mini set of the few days before...

while~today and yesterday i'm so happy when i'm working...really..thankz for all partner...and i knew many new friends...see fu...aiya...i knew him before ad...alvin...ivin...randy...justin...han...jasmine...joanne...yin han...jane...ah mok...jenny...crystl...they all are kind and funny~i love them very much~

after finished my work...i've checked my working time table for next week...oh my godness~i just work for tuesday...thurday...saturday and sunday...so~isn't that good for me? i think i should take a rest for few days~

Off...

no work today...cause today off...but ian going to 1u with his friends today==...whatever~unbelieveble for today...i wake up at 3.30pm toay==...omg god...1st time i slept until 3.30pm...and i finish my 'breakfast'and 'lunch' at 4pm...==i have no idea for this...actually was ian wake me up today...because he call me for asking somethings...if not...maybe i'll continue sleep until now==

tomorrow have another gathering...ian was told me like that...but i'm not sure for this...tomorrow i'll company him a whole day...expect for tomorrow will come faster and faster...i'm getting trouble between this two...(the finally answer...i'll know myself...)

while...nothing to do today....quit boring then working...sometimes that working also will be very boring while there are no customers...haha...same same...but better then stay at home...

now i'm learning how to take order from customers...but i still cant do it TT...he said he will teach me ^^...this week...he no work at all...maybe he is busying for his homework...

tomorrow off too...but i'm not at home a whole day...saturday still wanna work...aikz...tired and sleepy now~ zzZ...

My the other lovely places~

This my working places~is it nice? i love it so much and much~really~

My 1st job in my life...^^

while~yesterday was my 1st day started working at 1u as just a waitress...while~no bad too...i like and love it very very much...really...muahaha...see fu got worked yesterday also...hehehe~he look so smart~^^

while while while~talk about my job...1st day~haha...i went there at 11am...actually i started working at 12.30pm...but yesterday was my 1st day...see fu called me go early and learn some basic 1st~hehe...set the table...talk bil...remember the seat number of the table...refew water/tea...i have learnt many things yesterday...and i meet my friend's mother and her...i meet andrew who study 3 cheng class de==...i took his bil leh~haha...==not funny at all...

today...i started my work at 12.30pm...same as yesterday...but today i have meet someone again...1st...her name call 罗忆诗...she take a drink with her friend...2nd...her name call 梁祖仪...she act the movie of《高校铁金刚》that one...finally i saw her today...but i just pass by her only...just saw her having her lunch with her parents and her brother...3nd...and this is the last also...i meet wern kit in my restaurant...oh my god...i know him and he know me...but we didnt talk something also...maybe we long time no meet for each other ad...but i got serve his table==...

i've working for two days ad...my legssss coming to break ad~just can use a word...pain and pain and pain!! really very pain...but...i enjoy for this...
(my working places will be post .....until i post the next blogger la~ )

what is my feeling now??

tomorrow coming to start working already...so expect for it...but scare will be scold by see fu T.T(tomorrow he works also~)hahaha...but never mind^^...whatever...nothing to say today...out with see fu a hole day at 1u...many friends are working in this holiday also...and i meet a friend beside my house de shopping centre==...not bad...

now...i'm just waiting till tomorrow...

为什么...?我不明白...

经历了很多事情...我...终于毕业了...初中的生涯就这样结束了...坦白的说...今年除了田径...比赛...考试...某人...某些事情...没有其他可以让我觉得值得留念的地方和事情...可能有些事情还是必须等到高中生涯结束之后才能真正体会到...但有些事情...我不明白...

为了一个人...我曾经付出很多...为了一个人...我曾经不顾一切...为了一个人...我曾经不顾自己的面子...不顾自己的尊严...不怕被人说闲话...这些种种的曾经我已经离开它都快半年了...但为什么...它还是会回来...不顾一切的牺牲只希望他能高兴...他能开心...不希望他感到困扰...感到烦躁...感到无奈...我...到底做错了什么...有些事情...我不明白...

我觉得很辛苦...不是课业成绩造成的困扰...也许是家庭...也许是现在的某些问题...熬过了那么辛苦的初中...我只希望今年的假期...能顺着我的意...开开心心的过...迎接新一年的到来...但现在我却面临种种的问题...我是否能顺利的度过这个假期...我不知道...社会到底是怎么样...我想接触现在所谓的'现实'世界...但有些事情...我真的很不明白...

有人问...当鬼有难时...可以求人...当人有难时...可以求神...那...当神有难时...可以求谁??
有人说可以求玉皇大帝...有的人说可以求如来佛祖...但...最正确的...应该是...当神有难时...应求自己...有道理吗?道理不是没有...而是要看个人是以什么角度去看这问题...

有些事情...该来的总会来...该走的总会走...会遇到的总会遇到...该散的总会散...这些都叫'自然'...也就是顺从自然...有的人会认为...为什么自然就不能顺从我意...而我意要顺从自然呢...?
大家是否有试过思考这个问题...'你的身体...是属于你的吗?'认真的思考这个问题...可能你会有许多不同的看法...

其实...'感觉'这种'东西'...真的很奥妙...它可以让你猜不透...我现在的感觉...不是以文字就能表达出来...文字只是能让人类看知...但却不能让人觉知...

记忆是上天赐予人类最宝贵的礼物>...想想这也是对的...

My traning...

这几天回去学校也不知道回去来干什么...去了等于不去...去的目的也只不过是为了不被扣分...还好这样的天数只维持一星期...不然我真的会在班上发霉...
星期一是我第一次在今年的比赛后...在完全没有碰过拍已经半年的情况下...开始我下半年的第一次练球...但结果还是一样...被教练训...这也不能怪...整半年了...都没去练球...体能...技术...全都退步了不少...脚的肌肉也软了...虽然今天教练没让我们做太多的体能...也只有做shadow...after that...除了我还有两个senior的...其他队员都被安排打game...真不知道应该感到开心还是悲哀...

星期四...是我们在学校练球的最后一天...[这不包含集训...]今年的集训可能我没办法出席...所以...比起其他有去集训的队员...明年我的脚步...应该还得加快速度...说明了昨天是最后一天的练习了...雅涵之前也托我们的junior...盈汝还有芷欣一起来跟我们一起练习...但今天教练没让我们做什么体能...只是warm up过后...光前堂10圈...10圈对以前的我是不可能做到的事情...但这次我既然能保持着速度连跑不停的跑完这10圈...我不知道该怎么说...可能...或是也许而已...自从雪隆八独球类之后...都开始在田径里根他们一起训练...正确的手摆...跑步前后的正确呼吸调整...这些种种都是他们教的...要不是他们的教导...也许现在的我...恐怕跑学校的那么一圈就喘得透不过气来...最终还是要谢谢他们~言归正题==...之后教练也把我们分成几个小组...先打double...after that play single...double i partner with pek kuan and ya han partner with hui kuan...first set de game me and pek kuan won the game and the second set game we won it too...finish the double's game...we start our single's game...first game...pek kuan VS yahan...and the second game...me VS hui kuan...finally...the result is...pek kuan and me have won the single's game...when i play with hui kuan...aikz...i dont noe how to say that feeling also...not scare...just worry...[is this both same??]...whatever...but i'm happy i still can won her...[but not mean in the future will be..]finish the training...someone else including me have take photo with our senior...just nothing can say for about it....